However much I smoke,
I still can’t find a way
To feel as I want to feel.
However much I drink,
I can’t stop the pains from coming in
And keeping me awake.
However much I dry my eyes,
Another tears arrives
And starts the pain again
However much I disappear,
There’s another man there
Who brings me back home.
However much I want to run,
I have to stop to catch myself
Before falling on old habits